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One can choose to forgive rather than reconcile.

I'm taking the time to write that; I forgive the person who has told the biggest and most outlandish, ridiculous LIE/LIES that has ever been concocted about me. A fabricated so-called incident - which NEVER happened! (Where it stemmed - I chose to no longer be in their "social network" for various reasons.)


I also forgive the believers/spreaders of those lies. God knows the truth, I know the truth, and the people who are truly my friends know the truth! Conversing isn't an option but God knows what's in my heart.
That's all that matters! We are supposed to bless and pray for those who persecute us.

However; just so they all know - I'm not interested in these people or their profiles/photos here at YUKU; let alone anywhere else.
BATB has constant video surveillance - (Another bust in the made-up story). Whatever "photo" this person claims to have of the "alleged incident" is completely BOGUS!


I've been given a second chance at life and refuse to live with hatred.
It doesn't mean I still don't find the OP IMMATURE, insane, scorned, obsessed, overly dramatic and narcissistic for the rumors purposely spread.
May you find peace. Take responsibility - stop judging, belittling and most of all LYING!

Move on with your life and do something constructive instead of intentionally making up lies in hopes to feed your ego with a desperate attempt to tarnish other people!

That being said; I'm NOT God and will never be perfect. (No one is.) I'm a work in progress. Slow growth upward - in the right direction. I'm sure He understands I'm only human.


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"Embrace those who love you & whom you love and rid yourself of those who only bring you down."


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image3 year BC Survivor!!! image

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On October 18, 2006 it was confirmed I had Invasive lobular carcinoma (ILC)Stage I. By the Grace Of God it had not spread.

Although less common than IDC, this type of breast cancer invades in a similar way, starting in the milk-producing lobules and then breaking into the surrounding breast tissue. ILC can also spread to more distant parts of your body. With this type of cancer, you typically won't feel a distinct, firm lump but rather a fullness or area of thickening.

I had 4 rounds of chemo A/C and 33.5 radiation treatments. I'm leaving out the depressing details involving treatment during and afterwards.

These days I have a new lease on life and savor every single day I've been
given.
I will be observed every 6 months for the next 5 years.

I found out on 11/3/08 I DID NOT have the BCRA 1 or the BRCA 2 mutation gene!

What this means is:
that the person's risk of cancer is the same as that of the general population
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I serve on my local Relay For Life Commitee and am a BC Advocate.
Last October I was one of the models for Dillard's honoring BC Awareness.

I'M A VICTOR NOT A VICTIM!
I'm a SURVIVOR and I ROCK!!!

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LIVING TO WIN!!!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!



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Speaking At RFL Kick-Off Dinner

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Dillard's Honoring BC Awareness

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My Blanket made by a dear friend.

I lost my BC sister Donna on 9/30/09 and now my friend Gloria's has returned...

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Alive With Remission

what truly wonderful news
when being in remission
it chases all the old blues
and gives you hope to

carry on for another day
to live your life as you choose
bringing smiles in many ways
don't waste time so you don't lose

a precious moment or thought
when the door has opened for you
to really have another chance
to find a reward in something new

just go follow your dreams
take that trip you've wished for
find peace and solace and do more
to heal your heart and restore

your focus back on fun things
not docs and meds and all the tests
it's time to go out and just sing
a song that you love the best

make new friends and go see old ones
just do everything you've wanted
go enjoy every day and have some fun
and don't ever stop till you drop

Alive with Remission!
carol lee 7/18/2008


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